The old and the beautiful !

December 16,2009,Jaypore : Here's an interesting debate ( atleast I found it very interesting ) which happened on my recent Facebook status ( December 11,2009).

This part of the post is dominated by Aditya Bhuyan who showered us with lots of knowledge about theory of evolution...


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And Kartik makes the discussion much more interesting followed by Sajal Modi -


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Thank you guys ! I had a brilliant time reading these comments.

My shuffle playlist

05082009,8:14 PM,Jaipur : Another boring day in the office and this time,I have turned up with the playlist that I am having on my shuffle right now.I admit
that I haven't changed my playlist for almost a month now,incidentally I haven't got sufficient time to explore any new album or artist.I think I am falling
behind so better keep checking for new music every now and then.Anyways, my shuffle list goes like this -


Led Zeppelin - Stairway to heaven
Weezer - Heartsongs
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication(Slane Castle version)
Pearl Jam - I am mine
Iron Maiden - Brave new world
Nirvava - Breed
Metallica - Turn the page
Coldplay - Yellow
Audioslave - Show me how to live
System of a down - Hypnotize
Incubus - The warmth
Travis - Writing to reach you
Black Sabbath - Iron Man
The Pixies - Where is my mind ( OST -Fight Club )
Rolling Stones - Sister Morphine
Johnny Cash - Hurt
AC DC - Back in black
Pink Floyd - Comfortably numb
System of a down - Aerials
Muse - Time is running out
Oasis - Where did it all go wrong
Audioslave - Like a stone
Metallica - Low man's lyric
Metallica - Nothing else matters
Nirvana - You know you are right
Coldplay - In my place
Chevelle - Red
Soundgarden - Black hole sun
Bullet for my valentine - Tears don't fall
Temple Of The Dog - Hunger Strike
Pearl Jam - Yellow bedletter



PS : Listening to "21 Guns" by Green day and I must say it's a nice song.

Fuck you, you fucking freaks!

Fuck You, you fucking freaks !



Fuck you, fuck you all celebrity death mourners. I don't care what the hell you do in your own yard but it uglies up my mind seeing you folks behaving so pathetic during those celebrity death days. I admit you must have been a great fan of him/her but please stop fucking around. A genious isn't created by screwing poor, little kids and mourning over the death of these paedophiles, drugg addicts is like carrying a shitbag over your head. I don't give a damn
when I see these fuckfaces finally leaving the world.

Fuck you, Government. No matter what picture and of what size you are going to print on the cigrette packs, you still ain't got no mind. Putting a ghastly picture on the packs won't solve your purpose. If you have got balls, ban those cigrette industries who are producing this filth. Fuckers, get your act together, put you mind or hire somebody who does. Please get off on your asses and start working in real.


Fuck you,racists. It's shameful to see some fuckheads fucking whole city, fucking our own citizens when a priest gets killed in some
firang country and the same classless motherfuckers doing nothing when currybashing is going on down under.
Go home and fuck yourselves, you clueless bastards!


Fuck you, you fucking news channels.You are so full of yourself and you don't have a fucking clue what you are trying to broadcast.


And the final "fuck you" goes to myself, Kandi and Delhi Police. It's like the burglar sneaked in right under our nose, painted FUCK OFF and took away our laptops. I couldn't help but paid attention to pathetic jokes by a policeman while trying to lodge a FIR. Well, that motherfucker could have started the investigation process right then. I am sure I am not going to see my lappy again. Fuck you constable, fuck you Inspector. You all suck!

Random wars - I

Dedicating this post to Isha who posted such a brilliant status and Sharad Gupta who has been outstanding and the real show stealer.Love you guys, muaaah !

And Pankaj, you are always welcome to kiss my ass !





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Weird

Well, this note is a consequence of me sitting late in the office not because I love to work at night but the fact is it has been more than 2 weeks and still I haven't found any apartment or flat where I could stay.Millions of thoughts are crossing in my mind right now, most of them being rambling nonsense kind of stuff. I have penned down a few of them here despite knowing they may not be necessarily great but I need to kill my time.

 

Toothbrush - Most of the times I find it lying around ,under the washbasin ( I still don't know how).I wonder whether the colgate has launched a new toothpaste  with piss flavour or is it the real pee ?

 

Lame   -            Gave some 30 quizzes on FB today

Why don't they call it "Social quzzing" site ( I am not sure if 'quizzing' exists but I hope it conveys the message) ?

 

Barbie doll  - Girl Power...Good parenting means dressing up your little girl like a hooker?

 

Superhero -   Good old fuckers who never grow old...Why do they have to wear gaudy outfits all the time ?

 

 

BRB -         A very old but effective way to get away from your online friend.

                      Usage : he 1/she1 -> BRB

                                  she2/he 1 -> ok.

 

                      Now, I can bet that he1/ she1 is not going to revert to she2/ he2.

                      Why don't they say " FUCK OFF" if they are not willing to chat ?

 

Love        - I know it's an abstract noun... But seriously, there's no substitute for porn.

                      PS : Does anyone has "Mia Rose - in California" waali movie  ?

 

 

 

Pleasure with safety  - Well, I am thinking of a long drive to Thar desert with my seat belts on all the way long.

What did you think of ?

 

 

Ride -       I have always been afraid of rides.I don't feel comfortable and end up puking most of the times.

 Inappropriate usage : Who is she riding these days ?

 

 

 

WTF -                      Sitting in the office all night long with no work and not able to find the right switch to                  turn off the light(so that I could sleep)

 What's wrong with Jaipur folks ? why are not renting me thier flats ?

 

Out -            AC has stopped working and it's really hot in here.

                                 Where do I sleep now ?

Blank

For the last few days,my cellphone has been has been buzzing a lot.And I am not used to these kind of situations. Let me tell you - "I hate picking up calls" ,
not because I am antisocial element (I believe I am the most social thing that ever happened to my friends) but the fact is my ears sweat a lot and that makes
me very unconfortable.Well, it all started when I recieved a call from an unknown number and right after that , it was like an avalanche coming down upon me.
My manager told me management had decided to relocate me to Jaipur for a new project.WTF.And that initiated this unfortunate series of calls where everyone has been asking the
same question - "when/why are you moving ?".And it really pisses me off beacause I am still baffled why they chose me out of those 20 odd guys.And folks, thanks a lot
for being so nice to me but that doesn't mean I am willing to move out.I am trying my best to stay in Pune not because I adore this place but I
have lended too much money to my friends and I am sure they are not going to give it back so easily once I go to Jaipur.My best efforts in order to resist my relocation
include getting into a "not so nice" aka unprofessional conversation with a RMG chic ( who confirmed me about my relocation) and later on with her boss
( well, he reports to CEO of our company..fucking bigshot... should not have done that :-|), deliberately screwing up my technical interview so that they reject me for the role .I haven't mentioned here some of the excuses that I gave to that RMG chic about my
unwillingness to move to Jaipur which in turn infuriated her and later on her boss.For 99% of the scenarios,it would work for me but I can sense this time
that unfortunate 1% fraction is going to decide my fate.Anyways, hope is something that I can trust upon right now.And I hope that I don't get a pink slip for not moving to pink city.
God bless me !

Halfway house

Just hope it does not happen to anyone.Incidentally, I have been trying to write a note for a couple of days now(no,it's not the one that I actually intend to write) but I am not able to put them in words. It's not like I am short of ideas or thoughts, in fact I have plenty of those but somehow not able to collate them .Okay ,I feel like screaming at my roomie when I see my towel has been used and kept wet on my bed but I just cannot link it to my exponentially growing boredom at office.I see one of my dream dates roaming around with a guy whom I hate most but how come thats related to mine bad terms with my manager ? I feel I am living a halfway house kind of life desperately trying to associate myself to the outside world.I know it sucks like this note which has got no meaning at all, but I suppose it's better than nothing at all.I don't know how the hell I managed to write this much,but I can see my 'precious' time disappearing in this fucking note's arse.And I feel so good about it.

And I hope this does not happen to you.God bless you !

Black !

The days are unusually suspecting
and the nights seem restless
I wait for you in the twilight
Stand there till midnight
But i am afraid you will not be there !

My heart cries out, and
I stand there deserted !
I know you are watching me,
from some distance...

I try to smell your breath
in every blowing wind,
Want to feel your touch
in the running stream !
You may be hiding from me,
but for how long ?

I want a free fall now
but this gravity is mysterious
I feel entangled and stuck,
Stuck between the two extremes !
All I see is darkness,
yes, black has been the shade of my life
But I still hope to see the brighter side...!

Grace is gone

Neon shines through smoky eyes tonight It’s 2 am - I’m drunk again it’s heavy on my mind - yeah, I am passing through this phase again and I just love it ! One of the best 'after drunk songs' I have heard in the recent past.It's 'Grace is gone - Dave Matthews Band' ! Folks, do listen to this especially when you are down on drinks( i have been boozing since last 4 hours ! )
Excuse me please one more drink
Could you make it strong cause I don’t need to think
She broke my heart my Grace is gone
One more drink and I’ll be gone
One more drink my Grace is gone
One more drink my Grace is gone - Amazing lyrics, so true and it connects to your soul the moment you hear it !
Infact, this is the only song which is there in my playlist right now and I guess I must have heard it some 30-40 times in the last 3 Hours and I just cannot get enough of it !
I think I will listen to this all night long till I fall asleep !

Just not worth it !

I remember few days back,my childhood buddy(won't reveal his name) getting very depressed.He was actually thinking of ending up his life.
And the first thing that occurred to me after hearing this was like WTF ? It was the worst thing that I have ever heard in my life
And I pray that i do not hear that again in my from anyone - anyone who has been so close to me for all these years.
I know I am bad at interacting and sustaining relationships still I tried to convince him for not doing this cowardly act.Somehow, he gave up the idea and
I was relieved.
However after this whole act, I was left with some unanswered questions which must be interrogated.
Why do people feel like ending up their life ? Is it some kind of emotional or psychological tension or failing on your expectations ? Well, whatever..but
I believe no reason is big enough to kill yourself.I just can't think of it.In fact, I feel like screwing up each and every single person who I think is making my life pathetic
and that gives me a drive for living.I feel psychotic but definitely not pathetic. But I think that's ok because that's what which keeps me in the game- in this fucking survival
game.I dreamt of doing so many things when I was young and now when it's time to take a step in that direction, I can't let any lame excuse to eat up my life just like that.
You smoke, booze,weeds..and do other wild things which are considered inappropriate but even that's ok because to a certain extent, it gives you pleasure and surely, kills you in the long run.
But it's better than suicide.You don't live for others, you got one life - exclusively for yourself.Live it in a way you want.Fuck them who made your life miserable and make them realise they deserved that.
"Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it. ..." - thanks to American history X for that line.I think it sparks something in my reptilian brain
because I stand there and inhale and think oh my god, I love myself !