Tuesday, November 25, 2008

One fine day .... !!!


The bed is still warm
I smell of bedsheets and pillows,
I see the angel of my dream disappearing and vague,
and my rommie growing darker in front of me.
"Get up ass... we missed the bus again"
He says sounding so screwed up
I see him scratching his head and ass at the same time
I can't help dude and Iam drowsy again !
He yells at me one more time
and that surely rings a bell.
I get up slowly, itching here and there,
tying to remember what day it is.
Monday ? neah...tuesday...not sure...must be wednesday
Holy fuck...the weekend is still away :(
My way to the bathroom seems like a Mission Boulevard,
Cursing the guy who made the weekdays,
Thinking of an excuse for a leave
But couldn't think of a decent one !
"Hey Boss, I got a headache in my stomach....
Hey Boss, my balls have become heavy...
Hey Boss...Hey boss...Hey boss"
Hmmm...Will these work for me?no way man !
I look for toothpaste
and found it missing.
Anyways, who cares "Lions do not brush either "
Drank a mouthful of water,
Whhaccck....tastes like piss !
The whiskey last night tasted much better,
and I hurl accussations at the Municipal guys now,
"Bad water supply... these guys trying to kill me " !
Look for a cigarette to soothe myself
Couldn't find it anywhere
Now I recall I smoked the last one
while the others were having fun !
I look out for the ironed clothes,
shit, they are all crumbled
Pick out the neatest one out of the stack,
"Well, no ironing today.. Have to reach office on time"
Well, it stinks like garbage !
"Put it on,man... nobody even looks at you.
Whom you are dressing for ? just be yourself..."
Well,finally got dressed up
Black leather boots shining like white canvas sneakers,
"Who cares,anyways... I still look good !"
.....

Swiped in the card,the guard looks so skeptical
scares me a bit, and made me think about my manager
I reach my work station
and sneaked behind my comp
"God... save me one last time..."
and there rings my cell
"Hello...#Please come to my desk..Yeah ,sure !"
Holy shit, I am fucked again !
...
..
" Why are you late again ?...
Be serious, I am telling you....
So this is what you did yesterday...pathetic
...Don't just warm your chair,come to me if you face bottleneck...
...not at all professional behaviour..."
Well, I am used to it...
I return with loads of work
To be complted by EOD :(
And the devil calls me again
"Keep me updated every half an hour !"
And Isay thousand words in his honour
( Well, the intellects call them as slangs )
I try to concentrate on my work,
trying to prove that ass, I am worth something.
Suddenly a melodious giggle enters my ears
And i see a beatiful chic..sorry colleague next to my place
"Well, who's she ?..wassername .... is she committed ?"
My mind gets accumulated with these thoughts in a micron of a second
and i wonder where the "work portion" of the head has gone !
Wanna ask her out for a coffee or a weekend date,
May be she will refuse,may be she will not
Man, just be a man, lets give it a shot !
(i lock my comp and follow her. )
...
...
..
"Fuck, that girl is committed...and she is seeing her BF on weekends"
i say to one of my eagerly waiting friend,
"Nevermind dude...and by the way, i saw another girl who sits at the floor end"
Well,..."Never give up" ...
I heard it a lot of times
and i just love this line :) ...
.....
The comp is still locked
and the work has hardly progressed,
i see 15 unattended calls from my manager
regarding "updates and where have you been ?"
..
It's twilight
and the crowd is leaving..
I too pack my bags
worried about the updates.
I have an update ..
but that would make him mad ...
"Some people are just too anti-social to see one's happiness"
I say that too myself
and join the crowd.

...
..
.

"So, how was ur day....happening or screwing ? "
One of my roomies enquired upon reaching home..
"well man, had loads of work...
totally screwed up with the job...
lets booze and chill ourselves...
And yeah ,i swear,
i 'll wake you up in the morning !"

“#Here I am, On the road again#There I am, Up on the stage#There I go, Playin' star again#There I go, Turn the page”

Sunday, October 19, 2008

The angel and the dark !


One fine day,i woke up early

Luminous sky,brilliance all around

Everything seemed so perfectly in place

Yet i found something missing

Yeah, i found you missing !

And now they say "it happens",

"It happens to everybody"

But very often to me !!!

I recall how you came and lit up the dark,

Head held high,and mature brain behind it...!

May be I was a kid to realise that

May be then and still I am !!!

I wanted you to realise

I was there to hold your hand

that I would be there to catch you

Whenever you tried to fly !

I never said it,I was a fool

Now is it not worth giving a try ?

And you moved another step....

Light betraying me with every single moment passing

I feel your silhoutte growing darker

And the shadow moving away from me.

And the emptyness is reigning over bliss again,

I see it's ending,

I am at loss again

I call your name

But you won't listen,

I am at loss again !!!

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

A new world !







Rain, clouds, dust and sand





Roadside crackling chaotic band




Cold faces,indifferent attitude




Callous nature,ending in seclude




Ambiguous creatures in a discordant role




Lost our freedom,lost our souls




Crimpled,Hazy eyes and bloody veins




Verses of nirvana seem in disdain




Brutal execution,scuttling humanity




Prayers for redemption, craving for eternity !




Nadir of fraternity !! Destruction of equality !!!




Blind armament,radioactivity,lethal ions




The earth is screaming like a scion




I can see a scullion cleaning up the bloody floor




Bang..bang..bang..bang..approaching hell's door!




Mother nature became mercurial




Smoggy, venomous and bacterial




.. Gone are the days when sun was scorching




What it feels now ,it has become too cold




Like an icebag with gloomy light




Like a helpless lady way too old !




Rickety woods waving with the shivering waves




Chilling everyone upto the bone




Where went the brilliance




And Where the hell is the chrome ?




Is this advent of a new era?




or just a illusion....!!!