Black !

The days are unusually suspecting
and the nights seem restless
I wait for you in the twilight
Stand there till midnight
But i am afraid you will not be there !

My heart cries out, and
I stand there deserted !
I know you are watching me,
from some distance...

I try to smell your breath
in every blowing wind,
Want to feel your touch
in the running stream !
You may be hiding from me,
but for how long ?

I want a free fall now
but this gravity is mysterious
I feel entangled and stuck,
Stuck between the two extremes !
All I see is darkness,
yes, black has been the shade of my life
But I still hope to see the brighter side...!